Alright so I’m gonna lay something out in the open cause its been on my mind for a while. I fell in love with someone, he says dumb things, horrible things at times, puts his foot in his mouth a lot of the time, but so do I, so does that all mean I should give him up? When I talk to “friends” about it I feel like I’ve made the right decision but when I’m left alone, if I’m completely honest here, I still love him, miss him, miss having him in my life. Yes he upset me, yes he made me cry but he took responsibility for it, made me laugh, cheered me up when I was doing, sat by my side listening to my bullshit about well anything really, is that what makes a man? Does that make a good man? Should I listen to what my friends think is right for me or what I feel is right for myself? I’m really confused right now….most of the time I feel like I have it figured out but then something happens or reminds me of something and makes me wonder…did I do the right thing? Is giving him up the best thing for me?
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We always dream up these big ideas for our lives, things we’d like to do, be, jobs we’d like to take, but at some point someone comes along and tells us its time to put the dreams away and become an “adult”. My question now is, why? Why do we have to put our dreams away in order to become adults? Was that how any of the greats were made, by having them put their dreams away? No, so I refuse to put my dreams away, maybe put a few to the back burner for the moment to focus on making others become a reality, but I will NEVER put my dreams away, no matter how outlandish or insane they may sound, I know that some day I will at the very least ATTEMPT to make ALL of my dreams a reality, even if I’m still attempting until my dying day. Sorry was listening to Secret Life of Walter Mitty music again and just had to post something about this since well in just 2 short years I will be 30 and I’m still attempting to make a few dreams come true, I’ve started on the path of one, but its one of those things that will only build with time.
You know I just finished watching Juno for the I don’t know how many time but there’s a line her father says to her that I find true, he tells her to look for the person who will love you for you, good, bad mood, ugly, pretty, either way the person will still think the sun shines out of your ass. I completely agree with that for romance purposes but what about when it comes to friends? Yes I agree you should have friends that accept you as you are but I also believe that you should have friends who have either similar beliefs or morals as you do, otherwise you’ll just constantly be clashing. While it is alright to have some differences I know from personal experience there are just some things you can not get over.
That’s a lie I wanted to share a lot, a lot that I’ve been thinking about lately. First its story time, a few years ago we had some kittens here, they were born under our shed and stayed until they got bigger, only 3 stayed behind, 2 boys and 1 girl, but the girl fought off the boys and she was usually to scared to leave. Then when she was big enough she had her own litter but she was tiny herself so I’m pretty sure only 1 survived, but she ended up taking in 2 other kittens as her own. That’s not the whole story though, we helped her take care of all 3 of these kittens, being as she trusted us, well me, enough that a few weeks after she had her kitten, after asking her if I could see it, I know crazy but we had some weird understanding, but after asking, she started meowing and all I could think was oh great this cat mom is telling her little kitten don’t come out there’s a crazy woman out here looking to grab you up, what actually happened was a huge surprise to me. After a few minutes of this cat meowing, the kitten popped out and ran right to its mother and she looked over at me as if saying, see? So odd considering we always think animals don’t understand us. Another incident, that has forever stuck with me, with that cat and her kittens was, actually I believe it was that winter, we let her and the kittens come in for a little bit during the night, wanted to keep them inside all night but we had no litter boxes, and a dog came over all the time so it was hard to keep them in but I will never forget the first night the all came wandering in our kitchen, what happened was truly amazing for them to be “just animals.”
At first the kittens were scared to come in, so the mother, Mini as we liked to call her, walked in first to show them it was okay, afterwards one by one all 3 little darlings came inside and looked around. Mini stayed for a few minutes and then went back outside but stood RIGHT in front of our back door, any time those kittens tried to leave the house, she would hiss at them and tried to make them stay inside. Pretty amazing to me that even though she was just an animal, and I’m sure it probably hurt her to let her babies go like that, she was trying to do the best she could for them, which in her kitty mind was, give them to someone who could take better care of them. I was in such awe of a cat being able to realize what was best for her children and then doing it despite what she might want, my mom did the same thing. Even though it hurt her, and broke her more, she left me with people she thought would give me a better life then she could. Growing up I was always angry with her for doing such a thing, how could she just leave me, she could have taken care of me. I never stopped to think how she felt, and now that I’ve realized it I can’t say oh Mom I’m sorry for how I treated you when I was younger, because she’s dead. Be careful of how you treat people because you don’t know how long they will be in your life for. Thank you Mom for everything you did and tried to do for me.
Another thing that’s been on my mind lately, the youth of not just America but in general. Standards have gone way down, they treat not just each other but adults as garbage, they don’t respect themselves, or have ANY kind of knowledge or wisdom. They act like they’re adults when in reality their brain probably won’t even BE in adult mode until 25, yes you can work, yes you can save money, yes you can pay bills but that DOES NOT mean you are a mature adult. Then they pride themselves on not being a mature adult, well I’m sorry kids but if you want to act like your big boys and girls like you do, then yes you think your a mature adult on some level but unfortunately you’re brain and whoever is raising you has not prepared you mentally and emotionally to be an adult. If I had said or done half the crap these kids are doing now I know either one of my parents would have smacked my mouth, I think that’s what most of these kids need now a good mouth smacking for being so rude, crude, and just all around disgusting. Ugh there is so much more I could say about this topic but I’m just going to leave it at this. You all need to wake up, grow up, either enjoy your youth and don’t try to be so adult like or GROW UP and act like the adult your trying to emulate.
This was taken in Australia. Three separate things happening at once: On the left, fireworks exploded as part of Australia Day celebrations. In the middle, it’s Comet McNaught. Then on the right, there’s lightning from a thunderstorm far away.
i dont care if this has nothing to do with the blog its just sick
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oh my god this is so cool
This is part of why I LOVE panda’s
WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN
it means that some people think they are that worthless that they will settle for abusive love. they attract the people that treat them how they think they deserve to be treated. others may have their sense of self-worth so won’t settle for anything below what they deserve. how you view yourself is how you’re going to be treated is what it’s saying. so, if you think you deserve more for yourself, that’s what you’re going to get, but if you don’t think you’re a good person, you will settle for much less than you really do deserve. don’t depreciate yourself, because one day you’re going to find someone who will give you everything you deserve and more.
That point where your hurt so badly you just don’t even know how to begin to tell people how your feeling or why your feeling that way, yea, I’m there right now. I’m so confused, I want company but I don’t want to talk, I feel rude if I’m not talking though, I want to find love but I know I’m not ready for it yet, I wish I could talk to my friends :/ I miss the ones that always listened…
I think this is really important to remember. EVERYONE needs to know that they have these options, but I can also understand how someone might prefer to not press charges or even go to the hospital because they just want to forget it ever happened. What’s important is that someone understands that they don’t NEED to go to the hospital or they don’t NEED to go to the police or they don’t NEED to just go home.
Have a history teacher explain this if they can.
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost a child while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.
Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln’s secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy’s Secretary was named Lincoln.
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
Now hang on to your seat.
Lincoln was shot at the theater named “Ford.”
Kennedy was shot in a car called “Lincoln” made by “Ford.”
Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.
And here’s the “kicker”:
A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland.
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.AND……………….:
Lincoln was shot in a theater and the assassin ran to a warehouse…
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and the assassin ran to a theater…
I saw this had to share just in case anyone did not know.
WAIT WHAT IS HAPPENING.
Mind = Blown, did not know any of this